Thursday, September 07, 2006
i never thought things were this bad.
but it doesn't really matter anymore.
i'll give you the final say.
that's all i can give now.
for all the things i've done to you,
and what you've done to me,
we are quits.
i meant it when i say i hope you find happiness.
and you're a mistake i really didn't mind.
but i will never waste a friendship again.
you are out of the picture already.
so take good care of your wasted heart,
and that fragile mind of yours.
and this is for you,
i have to block out thoughts of you so i don't lose my head.
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain.
an ounce of peace is what i want for you.
will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me again?
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again.
while i was busy waging wars with myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
so i'll drive so fucking far away that i never cross your mind.
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave.
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made.
and like a baby boy i was never a man.
just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be.
hate me today.
hate me tomorrow.
hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
hate me in ways.
yeah ways hard to swallow.
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
- evan
at 9/07/2006 05:29:00 AM.
